In UMS

Getting further study at University Sabah Malaysia was not good news for me. That was because I need to leave my boy friend with long distance relationship. Started, I not believe long distance will be the problem for us. After few weeks, I only realize long distance is the big problem for him. Even I showing forbearance to any problem, we were break up at the end.

I not interest anything around me because of I hate Sabah. Especially UMS was not my first choice and choosing UMS that was because of my boy friend. Thank you very much to my friends who ever beside me in that times. Especially Su Yee was the one who always saw me crying. I realize family and friends is the most important for me. They never leave me away when anything happen to me.

In the second semester, I know what I have done to myself. That is because of stubborn and disappointed, I make my friends very worry about me also my mom. Very sorry mom, I ever cried in front you but not because of I leaving you. I know in that time, you are very worry about me, but you didn’t say anything. Even I asked you, you say you never worry about me. But I never regret what I have done before. From what I choose, I understand and realize what should I have.

In the third semester, always busy of group assignment. So that, what in my memory just of assignments. Photo below was taken when doing group assignment and another one is we go to celebrate National DAy in chancellor.Another one is a group of friends. We are always joining together and travel around.

In the fourth semester, what I realize in this semester is the relationship between people is very complex. But what make me can’t forget is practice the gender drama. Even we can’t get high mark in that presentation but what we have gain the relationship between course mates become more closed.

Now is the fifth semester, I need to do Final Year Project 1. My FYP title is Optimization of term weights in summarizing articles stored in relational database. So now are busy on FYP1. Times really are a good solution to forget something. I already accept and didn’t care about the pass. But I only dare to open the memory before but I’m nervous to face something.

For the next semester, i need to continue my FYP. I hope my system will be successful run out and can graduate.